monday

today was a weird day
i felt cheerful and had energy and all that but the weather was getting to me,its been raining in sydney for a few weeks now,when i was away it was raining too mostly
so i think im going shackwacky and ive only been home for a few days
i really love those flat converse shoes that people wear,hightops or lowcut they are amazing

im improving with the mandolin,although my fingers are protesting i persevere,soon i will be fast picking and part of some up the mountain/backwoods bluegrass band.i discussed recently with a friend how yardsales are gone to the dogs.in my world enyway.  heres the typicl yardsale  'a few old women sitting around a table full of china and old toys'  see what i mean,its true. like where did the fabulous ones with actually great finds go
probly to the place where the grass is greener




I THINK i will start doing something similiar to what gwen did except a different thing.i will try to write every day something that i find awkward in life...theres endless things so i shouldnt have a problem,although some arent acceptable on the public spector there are plenty that are.and will probly have you rolling in the aisles.


NUMBER 1 thing is 'when you wave,highfive,or speak to someone and they dont notice,or ignore you".waving when they arent even looking at you,missing a highfive,and speaking randomly to someone and they dont reply

i find its usually in quiet,red faced situations that the 'speak and no reply' thing happens,it would tend to happen if you were sitting in a doctor/dentists waiting room,a very quiet place and you are being brave enyway to use your vocal cords,so as you say something to that certain person with a voice croacking from lack of use they dont reply or even seem to hear..oh the fail,its dripping off my screen

and then the wave and highfive fails or just plain humbling experiances,i think they happen to keep us humble   some of us enyway,actually yesterday i was playing call of duty with a fellow human and i think we achieved some great accomplishment,so i said 'high five"! and we both went to make contact and our hands wooshed cleanly by each other and hit the air...that was a fail,but not an awkward fail.farting by ACCIDENT is a fail.

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